wierd day!

well, it is the day before Halloween and i feel a bit uneasy and at times sleazy.
i just dont know.
here i am on a 2-week sem break and still restless, i just dont know.

the things i have done this day:

- I woke up late and started my day in loose manner.

- I thought the rain would heavily pour down so i brought a black jacket but the
sun shined like hell (you know what i mean).

- I went to my grandparents' and relatives' grave at the forgotten Everlasting
Memorial Park. (pics below)


- I lit candles at the cemetery and i just hated it. not that i hated going there
but the wind tries to give me a headache. As soon as i leave the candles out of
my sight, the would light up but when i look back, they die as if taunting me.

- By the way, the cemetery is down the hill (somewhat) and unfortunately i do not
have the fortunes to have the comforts of a car so i had to go down walking.
And when i was done, i had to walk up till the gate and it is extremely
exhausting.

- I took the jeepney that made my butt say "i want some rocky road..."

- I took the walk up to SM and made my foot sore like it never walked before.

- Im in an internet shop that charged me high (you know what the net shop would
be, the yellow and blue signature?)

- I wanna have some time for fun but i do not have the means to do it. (hmm, need
the following: CASH, a hungry tummy which is not acidic, a wifi connection
thats cheap enough - 100????, lastly, the barkada that always want some free
anythings from my pocket, argh)

- I sent a message to my dad that i wanna go to the hotel but never replied...
a lot of girls there at the moment hmhmhm.


- i dunno what to do today, so thats it at my end....